Noise around productivity
A day that was hard to evaluate, with some work, some rot, the gym, and a missed meditation opportunity.
Today I was meant to be preparing for the exams again, but I feel unable to recognise what I did as productive. That being said, there’s so much noise regarding evaluating if I was productive at the moment — such as downplaying all work because it’s perpetually insufficient when there’s always more that could be done — that I don’t really feel a need to worry about it too much.
I did do work and I rotted and I gym’d. It could have been worse. I think the one true missed opportunity is the lack of meditation over the past few days.
YouTube seemed to skyrocket today too, a habit I conquered but used to feel addicted to as a child.