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The day before

Energy came back close to the exam, along with nerves about the parts that cannot simply be derived.

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Wednesday, the day before.

At this point it’s kind of exciting and I have energy again. Things seem to go in like a hoover close to exams, and I seriously want to learn how to get this sort of cognitive state over long periods.

I did a full paper in the morning and then tried not to wear myself out. I was nervous, especially due to the high risk of marks I simply cannot derive in papers. I think this concept scares me a lot, and in actuality this is a concept I’ve had in every paper for my whole life. Yet I convinced myself MET would be a little different. I suppose there’s no way you can derive the missing bits, but in actuality I’ve been having the exact same pains I normally have when I don’t know parts of the exam.